Poor Charlotte

Today I left Rosings and I also left Charlotte. I wonder how she'll fair with the upperclass that her husband surounds himself with. I will miss her dearly and can only hope for her happiness there.

Mr. Darcy's Letter

I have read and re-read the letter in which Mr. Darcy has given me so many times. Each time I read it, a new feeling surfaces. I don't know why but I think I may be beginning to see Darcy as an actual human being capable of feelings.

If I Said Yes...

I was at Rosings the other day visiting my good friend Charlotte and her new husband Mr. Collins. We went to see collins' precious Lady Catherine and he introduced us very cordially. I coudn't help but to think what if I would have said yes to Mr. Darcy's proposal? Lady Catherine would have known me as her future niece. I kept thinking of how she would have acted and what she would have said if I were to be a new member of her family. These were the questions that amused me while I was there.

The Letter

Mr. Darcy kind of followed me in the garden and handed me a letter. I was freaked out at first because I didn't want to talk to him at all since what he said. I took the letter and it was this whole explanation of what happened between him and Wickham and why he broke up Bingley and Jane. I read it and felt like he really meant what he said. I don't know what to think of Darcy now. And also his name is Fitzwilliam, yeah.

What Was Darcy Thinking?

So Darcy just confessed his love for me and asked me to marry him, yeah. I told him no of course. I would never have considered even the thought of liking him after our first meeting or after the fact he single-handedly destroyed my sister's happiness. Now it's super awk...